03-12-2011, 06:56 PM
No update necessary tomorrow as Full Functionality achieved today
For "scientific reasons" did the deed twice in one day using distastful mental imagery.
First time since mid-September, so it seems that PMs effects ARE reversible, including, it seems, mental changes.
My temperament is still upbeat, probably because I know that I can resume PM "at any time" - currently planned for Monday. My entusiasm for doing odd jobs, menial tasks, even hobbies has dwindled to its previous low - looking forward to that reversing next week.
Of course, right now, I'm also quite looking forward to maintaining growth, but I expect this will turn into "oh-no they're still growing" when I'm back on it.
It's amazing how PM has this reverse Jekyll/Hyde effect!
So, Monday I will resume on a lower dose - 2g /day until my next "period" of "PMS" (PM Stops - though I can imagine the real PMS can't be worse than my 2nd day without it
).
My original plan was to take PM for 3 weeks then off for 1, but due to Christmas, I will stop again in the New Year. By then I will have a supply of Butea Superba, so that will be interesting!
For "scientific reasons" did the deed twice in one day using distastful mental imagery.
First time since mid-September, so it seems that PMs effects ARE reversible, including, it seems, mental changes.
My temperament is still upbeat, probably because I know that I can resume PM "at any time" - currently planned for Monday. My entusiasm for doing odd jobs, menial tasks, even hobbies has dwindled to its previous low - looking forward to that reversing next week.
Of course, right now, I'm also quite looking forward to maintaining growth, but I expect this will turn into "oh-no they're still growing" when I'm back on it.
It's amazing how PM has this reverse Jekyll/Hyde effect!
So, Monday I will resume on a lower dose - 2g /day until my next "period" of "PMS" (PM Stops - though I can imagine the real PMS can't be worse than my 2nd day without it
).My original plan was to take PM for 3 weeks then off for 1, but due to Christmas, I will stop again in the New Year. By then I will have a supply of Butea Superba, so that will be interesting!