[bryony]

Hehe, thanks for the positivity....but I dislike guys in general.

Hell I don't even like my penis, it seems crazy to think I'd ever want another one around. Setting aside the fact that I dont have much of a desire to present as a female, at least not in public...

That's a tricky situation you've got there.

Then again day before yesterday I skipped a dose of SP to see what, if anything, would happen. The next day my chest/belly was covered in very fine light hairs, and a few around the nipple were darker. First real consistent chest hair I've ever grown, at 32, was on PM lol

I broke down in tears and spent 3 hours with a tweezer ripping them all out. It was a feeling of disgust unlike any other I've ever had lol

Hmmm. I would be surprised if skipping one dose of SP would have that effect. I have seen comment elsewhere that SP interferes with the action of PM. How much PM do you take?

I guess I have issues. If I could wake up as a GG tommorrow I'd do it, but realistically, I'm not sure I want to battle against my voice, facial hair, and the scrutiny of my friends/family.

I think having issues is part of being in this club!

My opinion is that you are a gender dysphoric, probably caused by depleted androgen in the womb (like me). It might be worth finding out if your mother was experiencing stress when pregnant.

If so, you may not be taking enough PM to enable you to cope.

I need 3g/day to sort my mind out. You could try gradually increasing your dose if you are on less than that ... at the right level, I don't particularly care about cross-dressing or the odd hair growing on my chest. The only other herbs that I take are Maca and Butea Superba.

Good luck,

B.