(20-06-2012, 01:36 AM)Brunella Wrote: Okay, this thread is kind of nerve-racking for me to make for some reason, but I can't seem to help but be curious as to if there are any other women out there like me, so I thought I'd throw this out there.. and possibly hide behind the sofa for a bit.
My primary sexual fetish has been that of large breasts since I was around 10, when I was looking through a clothes catalogue and decided to cut out the pictures of women in bras and stick them to a piece of paper.
The downside to this was that I accidentally left the piece of paper in the catalogue, and only remembered it was there when my sister wanted to borrow the catalogue! My blood ran cold! A pretty aggressive of a tug-of-war between my sister (10 years older than myself) and I ensued and I was fraught with absolutely crippling embarrassment that the piece of paper would be found inside.
Despite the fact that I actually managed to successfully wrestle it off her, I think, in some sense, my attraction towards breasts became further intensified after that incident. Looking at them felt like something of a 'forbidden fruit', very naughty. The size of the breasts I fantasized about became bigger and bigger.
Not that I look up the breast sizes of the performers I like, or am fussy about particular sizes, to give you an idea, the kind of range I enjoy is anything from around a UK G cup to a J cup.
I myself am a full 32B. I can fill a C cup, but find that the larger cups can dig into my armpits.
I can't help but feel that part of my desire for large breasts stems from my fetish, and partly from the fact that my boyfriends fetish at least partially involves very large breasts. I feel like I understand the exact kind of arousal a man feels when he sees them. I feel like a man when I get off to them. I feel as though I look at women the same way a straight man would.
Despite my partners constant reassurances to me that he loves my breasts as they are, I feel pathetic that I cannot offer EITHER of us the content of both of our fantasies. I can understand that there is an unhealthy desire in me to attempt to be a 'fantasy girl', but I can't seem to shake it.
I have started to think that perhaps I would even find MYSELF physically arousing if I had the same body that I find so alluring. Perhaps myself having large breasts is a fetish in and of itself? I can't help but feel that I would feel unbearably sexual if I had breasts like the ones I fantasize about. Almost as though they would transform me.
*Phew*... I feel like I've just got a TON out of my system. 0_0 I hope this might be well-received and not seem too weird. :S
And please, if anyone is in anything resembling a similar situation to me, I'd be very happy to hear from you whether it's here or through pm.
Many, many thanks for reading if you got this far!
Yours,
- Brunella.
Brunella,
That is the MOST disgusting thing I've EVER heard!! You should be ASHAMED of yourself!!!! Are you one of those thespians?? After all, a grown woman like you should....ah, what size tits did you say you liked again? G or J cups?? Hmmmm! Sounds nice!! We DO have some things in common!! Mostly, we both LOVE big tits!!!!
::Singing::
Tits, tits, tits, tits
Tits, tits, tits, tits
Lovely tits, wonderful tits
Lovely tits, wonderful tits
I, too, love big, full round tits, especially the kind that defy gravity!!
I, too, would LOVE to have a huge set of golden bozo's of my very own!! I don't think I'd want to go beyond a DD, though.
I REALLY, HONESTLY don't know WHAT the attraction is!! They're just tits!! But it has something to do with the shape and, in some cases, the size. Even a nice full set of B cups is very appealing!! Preferably with nice bounce, but not much sag. Most straight guys LOVE tits, the bigger, the better, they just don't let on very much. I guarantee you, if you flashed your B's in a group of guys, you'd get a LOT of admirers!! Almost EVERY time I see a nice pair of sweater meat, I think to myself, "BOY, I'd love have tits like hers!!!!" And I KNOW that if I had a nice full set of C's or D's (or even B's!!), I'd spend a LOT of time looking at them and playing with them!!
One way you can see what it's like is to get a pair of breast enhancers. Not the chicken filets they sell in stores, they don't last very long anyway and they aren't really that much help. There's a German company that I'm pretty sure is called, Special-Trade, that sells them, KIND OF expensive, but not that bad, and they last a LONG time!!!! I bought a set of large Curves 2 years after they came out and they were $100.00 and each one wasn't much bigger than the contents of a can of Play-Doe!! The girl at the store said they were the biggest ones Curves makes!! About a year later, they started falling apart!! After another year, the outer "shells" started cracking and splitting open at the touch for no reason at all and silicone was leaking out all over the place!! The ones I'm telling you about are HUGE for their size, even the seller says they seem bigger than the size they're marked, and they cost (I think) $80.00. But, like I said, I've had my C's for at least 3 years and my D's at least 2 years and they are still in perfect shape!! They CAN be found on eBay.
Another way you can go, although it's VERY expensive, but they look EXACTLY like your own tits once you have them on, is, go to RealDoll.com, click Enter at the bottom of the page, then click Store at the top of the page, then scroll down to the transgender section and click on that, then click on RealBreasts and see what they've got. (For any guys reading this, click on the GurlShorts link and see what they've got for you!)
Anyway, I've known a number of women over the years that love to watch porn and women with big tits.
Well, take care, hun!! Keep looking at the ta-tas!! That's what they're there for!! Maybe you should come to New York, they have a law that says that women can walk around topless in public anywhere a man can!!
