26-10-2012, 08:39 AM
(25-10-2012, 06:25 AM)AbiDrew85 Wrote: People keep saying that... but I honestly can't see it... I can see maybe somewhat cute... but "totally smokin'?" Definitely not. I make a girlish looking guy and a mannish looking girl. Neither of those are what I'd consider hot. Girlish looking guy could be cute... But I'm not a guy. So... What I'm stuck as is a mannish looking girl. Which is ugly.
YOU JUST CALLED ME UGLY. I'M INSULTED. 8(
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AbiDrew85 Wrote:As for putting beauty products with my herbs... Well... They're close... for the most part. Not quite together though... And it'd be rather difficult to truly keep everything together, because some of the beauty products kinda have to be used in the bathroom, which is a shared space between 4 people. If you can call shaving and hair removal "beauty". To my mind anything related to the fact that I'm a hairy ape is ugly. And even removing the hair still doesn't give me smooth flawless skin. I have the ginormous pores of a hairy ape even when I get waxed. And with shaving or depilatories, I have the little hair ends still left just under the skin. And it doesn't take long before that returns to being full out nasty stubble. It takes a fair bit longer for it to really get long.... but... the damage is already pretty major at the stubble point.
Quit being so hard on yourself. Just remember, there are even girls out there who face this exact problem. *Ahem* No one's perfect, and anyone with naturally darker hair WILL have problems with shaving. Because nothing can hide the hair root that shaving doesn't cut off. There are women out there who shave, shave, shave! Everything, every day. And still can't manage to get it all. It makes me self-conscious, too, but I also learn to live with it and not let it get me too down. You can't change every little thing about your body that you don't like, and in the long run, it's better to love yourself for being the best you that you can be, rather than striving too hard to become someone new.
Good luck with your financial aid check and everything. Waiting on money like that to buy more BE products can definitely be stressful! >.< I hope they send it to you soon!