27-09-2013, 03:03 AM
So, let's start with a bit about me, shall we?
I'm an 18-year-old high school student from the US. Ever since childhood, I've wanted to have breasts. Blah blah, always felt a little jealous when looking at women's, temporarily grew them during puberty and had a great time in spite of the awkwardness, would pretend I was female frequently while growing up, et cetera, I'll spare you the details. Long story short, I've always been a little girlier than most guys both mentally and physically.
So, about a week ago, I heard permanent breast growth in males was (A) a thing and (B) could be willingly induced, and I was all over it. I went down to my local pharmacy, got some saw palmetto, fenugreek, and some other assorted herbal supplements, and enjoyed about ten days of self-confidence, even going so far as to order about $100 in PM, addressing it to general delivery at a local post office to avoid telling my parents of any of it and paying for it via a gift credit card I had purpose-bought for the same reason... Until literally the first thing that I thought when I woke up yesterday was, "Am I really sure about this"?
I mean, yeah, I've wanted it since I was a kid, and feel pretty strongly about it, but I was planning on joining the military, where transgendered folk are considered "Unfit to serve" and are kicked out as such, plus the fact that I'm a bit antsy about abandoning what little manly-man-ness I cobbled together being an awkward, effeminate male in high school, not to mention how to break the news to my parents, who already think I'm weird and probably wouldn't support such a radical decision at all. I'm beginning to doubt the whole thing, really- Am I really a transexual, or just sad and confused? Should I try having breasts for, like, a week, and then go back if I have second thoughts? Should I just wait a year or two and then reexamine the situation, under the assumption that the option will always be there?
Halp meh D:
I'm an 18-year-old high school student from the US. Ever since childhood, I've wanted to have breasts. Blah blah, always felt a little jealous when looking at women's, temporarily grew them during puberty and had a great time in spite of the awkwardness, would pretend I was female frequently while growing up, et cetera, I'll spare you the details. Long story short, I've always been a little girlier than most guys both mentally and physically.
So, about a week ago, I heard permanent breast growth in males was (A) a thing and (B) could be willingly induced, and I was all over it. I went down to my local pharmacy, got some saw palmetto, fenugreek, and some other assorted herbal supplements, and enjoyed about ten days of self-confidence, even going so far as to order about $100 in PM, addressing it to general delivery at a local post office to avoid telling my parents of any of it and paying for it via a gift credit card I had purpose-bought for the same reason... Until literally the first thing that I thought when I woke up yesterday was, "Am I really sure about this"?
I mean, yeah, I've wanted it since I was a kid, and feel pretty strongly about it, but I was planning on joining the military, where transgendered folk are considered "Unfit to serve" and are kicked out as such, plus the fact that I'm a bit antsy about abandoning what little manly-man-ness I cobbled together being an awkward, effeminate male in high school, not to mention how to break the news to my parents, who already think I'm weird and probably wouldn't support such a radical decision at all. I'm beginning to doubt the whole thing, really- Am I really a transexual, or just sad and confused? Should I try having breasts for, like, a week, and then go back if I have second thoughts? Should I just wait a year or two and then reexamine the situation, under the assumption that the option will always be there?
Halp meh D: