[myboobs]

MM, you are a rascal sometimes, but I see you have a good and very sweet heart hiding in there. Hugs, baby. You are alright with me! I won't burn any bridges honey...if anything, Samantha is trying to build them back...tee hee.
But I do feel bad for you, honey. I can picture you... working hard, wife doesn't know or doesn't care to know, but whatever, you can't discuss your feelings with her...is this about right? Sweetheart...I cry thinking about you. Nobody should have to carry that weight alone. Sammie will listen if you need to talk, honey. PM me if you want.
Hugs, honey.

thanks sammie . u r a gem .
i m a tough cookie , had to as had to make a living and pay my way on my own since age of 15.5 . have lived on bread and water / slept on bus stands , but all those times it has made me stronger and resilient .
wife is sort of person who cant carry heavy burden , and my promise to her was i will not have you worry as much as i can.
it is past karma , and i have to carry that burden to my grave.