[Samantha Rogers]

Todays update... Two weeks without SP and more than a week now without PC. Feeling some change. I think to spearmint tea is a really poor substitute as an AA. I am feeling a distinct lifting of "pink fog". I received my cap form spearmint two days ago and began with that immediately. Now at 800 mg daily on that but feeling no change yet. I find my mind better able to focus at work on work, and far less of a femme sense just now. Related to an increase in T? Or just cyclical? Hard to say. Curious how this will affect tests at the endo next week. It may be imagination but I may even be experiencing some reawakening of libido. Still too early to tell...
On another level...I am more and more determined to find ways to begin getting out of a closeted life. Though I have, as you all know, let my wife in on things, home is still not a good place for dressing, and that is a problem. Being somewhat of a perfectionist, I have no desire to compound the already obvious six three visual with a less than detailed outward presentation. So my new task will be seeking means to take advantage of any opportunity possible to learn and practice. I am starting by setting near term goals of acquiring new makeup and new skills in that area. At the same time I am scouring the local area for other girls to befriend and for any local groups I might get together with.
Sigh...
Dressing alone to please myself was a lot easier...tee hee.