11-04-2014, 12:23 AM
Time for an update in this personal experiment.
I have now been without any form of AA for, I think, about six or seven weeks. During that time, five weeks involved introduction of estradiol, along with, more recently, a steep reduction in PM intake, along with a new supplementation with synthetic T, designed, hopefully, to try and reawaken my missing libido.
The results, so far, and in total subjectivity, seem mixed.
My libido has not begun to reawaken, but my feelings of femininity are beginning to dissipate. This is, to say the least, disconcerting, and quite the opposite of the desired result.
So, what to do?
I can eliminate PM entirely but continue with T, or, I can eliminate both PM and T, or, I can eliminate T while continuing a lower dose of PM.
But I certainly do not wish to continue the current path, feeling that it leads back to a place I was in before and did not like.
More anon...
I have now been without any form of AA for, I think, about six or seven weeks. During that time, five weeks involved introduction of estradiol, along with, more recently, a steep reduction in PM intake, along with a new supplementation with synthetic T, designed, hopefully, to try and reawaken my missing libido.
The results, so far, and in total subjectivity, seem mixed.
My libido has not begun to reawaken, but my feelings of femininity are beginning to dissipate. This is, to say the least, disconcerting, and quite the opposite of the desired result.
So, what to do?
I can eliminate PM entirely but continue with T, or, I can eliminate both PM and T, or, I can eliminate T while continuing a lower dose of PM.
But I certainly do not wish to continue the current path, feeling that it leads back to a place I was in before and did not like.
More anon...