11-04-2014, 05:26 PM
So, yeah, I am dropping everything but the estradiol for awhile...the worst part of what I have been feeling is a return of some of the feelings I had lost for a long time... I parts of myself I dont like...irritability, selfishness, lack of empathy, a tendency toward harshness and competitivness...I catch myself lately saying and doing things without regard for the feelings of others...I hate this. I always hated those parts of myself.
Sorry if I have been grouchy or short with anyone lately.
The worst part is knowing that many of those same characteristics are the same traits that have allowed me to succeed in work and business.
It is such a hard thing to find the right balance.
I hope you will all understand.
Hugs to everyone.
Sorry if I have been grouchy or short with anyone lately.
The worst part is knowing that many of those same characteristics are the same traits that have allowed me to succeed in work and business.
It is such a hard thing to find the right balance.
I hope you will all understand.
Hugs to everyone.