21-04-2014, 03:28 PM
Todays update... Finally righted my head, and a few days ago reached the conclusion that I just cant any longer stand the mental aspects that return when I go off Pm..... edginess, competitiveness, arrogance, lack of empathy and gentleness, etc and a tendency toward self important opinionated bs...in short all the qualities I now despise in many a-hole males I know, and which I possessed myself for years before waking up...No...I am not going back there for any reason. So the T supps are in the trash, and I am back on normal (for me) doses of PM, aling with the other herbs and the E. The only difference is I am not taking any kind of AA right now but relying on an already low count and what small effect I make get from the part of PM that does some of that. And, good news...after a week or two feeling like my breasts were shrinking, now, after three days ramping back up on PM, they are buzzing again.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.
What will happen to my libido I cannot say, but I dont much care. If ensuring my future psychological happiness means killing my libido... I can live with that. Just have to figure out a new position on the team I guess...tight receiver maybe? Perhaps you can teach an old dog new tricks...tee hee.