[Missed Miss]

So, a few bits of news...
Saw my endo today to have bloodwork done. This time he added Prometrium to my scrip. I don't know the amount yet as my pharmacy wont have it in until tomorrow. But this will replace the otc pc I have been using. Prometrium is bio identical progesterone. Hopefully this will help me to finally break out of my stall. If it doesn't then I may need to face the possibility I have hit my limit.
On another front, I saw my gender therapist yesterday. I should remind you that it has never been my intention to go 24/7, but that things keep changing. Anyway, my therapist is very experienced in gender issues and has counseled many girls. After several months of listening to me, asking questions, and helping me work through things, she came out with a piece of observation that I should have known (truth be told, I expect I did know it, but was rolling along pretending otherwise) She told me that she expects I will opt to complete transition at some point. That she has seen all the exact same sign posts before and that they invariably led to the same result.
This hit me as a shock, and scared me at the time.
Today is a better day, and I have edged back and concluded that it is a possible conclusion but not one that is forgone. Because of my family I expect to forestall that path as long as I possibly can.
On a lighter note I am going out dancing again this weekend on Saturday night. Should have some new pics.
I found the cutest little Jennifer Lopez dress on sale cheap at Kohls and I cant wait to wear it...it fits like skin...tee hee...
I aim to drive somebody crazy...watch out...lol

One of the last times I was in a group therapy thing, one of the women there was a lawyer who also used to be a guy. She was there to tell us what we'd have to go through for a name chance once we'd transition. I told her about my being a fence-sitter on going all the way, like you, and she said, something like, "If you're not 100% sure, don't do it! You probably won't like it."