[SarahSchilling]

Hmm, as seems to usually be the case, my thoughts on this on different.

As far back as I can remember, I hated my current genitalia. I remember being scolded by my parents for hitting it LOL (Not in a sexual manner either). Even before I knew that vaginas existed, there was something inherently wrong to me with what I had.

Anyways, all the wishing in the world didn't change anything, so I attempted to "be happy" with the life I had. Didn't work out so well, and if was a bolder person I would've cut the fucking thing off by now. I guess fear can be a good thing.

So yeah, or me it was never a matter of wanting or not wanting one...it's a tangible need that still makes me cry at times. Like now. People don't understand, it's like my best friend was telling me that if I had SRS it would be traumatic and I'd miss it. I'm like, uhhhh....I highly doubt that.