18-11-2014, 02:34 PM
I am not happy.
After slowing my PM intake to almot nothing while retaining a high 8mgs daily) E count, I had tested at 500plus on E while my T had gone from 2.5 to 13. My endo scolded me for overdoing E and told my to halve the E dosage to 4mgs and cut PM entirely. He told me the T was still extremely low and that the feelings I was experiencing (increased libido, irritability, aggressiveness etc) were imaginary.
So for a week I cut out PM entirely and followed his advice to the letter, taking just the 4mgs daily, all together in the morning along with my progesterone.
Yesterday I got the results from the test last week, after one week like that. My E has dropped back to 90, and my T has now risen to 125!!! Ten times what it was two months ago.
And still he says stay the course.
I am pissed. I told him this would happen if I cut PM entirely without adding any AA. But he continues to disregard all input regarding herbs as though they are irrelevant.
T is fucking poison to me and I am extremely aware now of it rising more. I am getting erections again, dammit. I am irritable, aggressive and my anger fuse is short.
I am not supposed to see him again for a couple of weeks.
I am pissed off and unhappy.
I feel like satisfying him is ruining everything I have worked toward for these last four years. If I wait another two weeks my T will be way high and Ill be a fucking wreck.
Sorry to vent.
I am not happy this morning.
After slowing my PM intake to almot nothing while retaining a high 8mgs daily) E count, I had tested at 500plus on E while my T had gone from 2.5 to 13. My endo scolded me for overdoing E and told my to halve the E dosage to 4mgs and cut PM entirely. He told me the T was still extremely low and that the feelings I was experiencing (increased libido, irritability, aggressiveness etc) were imaginary.
So for a week I cut out PM entirely and followed his advice to the letter, taking just the 4mgs daily, all together in the morning along with my progesterone.
Yesterday I got the results from the test last week, after one week like that. My E has dropped back to 90, and my T has now risen to 125!!! Ten times what it was two months ago.
And still he says stay the course.
I am pissed. I told him this would happen if I cut PM entirely without adding any AA. But he continues to disregard all input regarding herbs as though they are irrelevant.
T is fucking poison to me and I am extremely aware now of it rising more. I am getting erections again, dammit. I am irritable, aggressive and my anger fuse is short.
I am not supposed to see him again for a couple of weeks.
I am pissed off and unhappy.
I feel like satisfying him is ruining everything I have worked toward for these last four years. If I wait another two weeks my T will be way high and Ill be a fucking wreck.
Sorry to vent.
I am not happy this morning.