[Samantha Rogers]

Sammie,

Sending positive and encouraging thoughts. I can only imagine the stress. She had to more than appreciate your honesty and frankness, and the fact that you wanted to spare her the issues of coping with it for so long.

We're here for you sister.

Lots of hugs,
Lisa

Well, Lisa, you would think that would be a factor, but right now I believe she is trying to come to terms with the shock (I cannot even imagine), coupled with the knowledge that I deceived her for all those years and what that says about me AND what it says about her (that she never realized or even suspected). I tried to make clear that twenty years ago I had no clear understanding of this, and that I had tried for years to "make it go away" hopefully, that will mean something. She is a great person, but this is way, way outside her comfort zone or normal skill set. It is a waiting situation now. That makes things tough on me, as apprehensive as I am, but it is what I just have to do. That and pray, I guess, if I knew who or what to pray to. Thanks for everything, Sis.