Fuck, that seems as good a place to start as any here
First I guess I should say that Im STILL not smoking and its nearing a month after 31 years STRAIGHT continuous non stop HEAVY smoking
GREAT!!! You say??? Well Im NOT real happy about gaining 12 lbs on a 150 lb frame in less than a month
I DONT miss buying them OR even really smoking them...
Anyway It turns out my doc did do a complete test last time... I got the call Ive been dreading
From his nurse.... "Your E tested pretty high at 490 blah.... Your T was "very low at 6 out of a normal female range of 8-60" Your complete panel was "perfect"
OK SO WHATS THE PROBLEM??? Well your T is very LOW and E is very HIGH... FUCK!!! LOL REALLY??? Thats THE fucking GOAL here honey!!! MALE TO FEMALE, we aint fucking around here
I was really surprised when she tried telling me my T was TOO LOW!!! I mean I think she needs reminding here that this aint some fucking dress up game.... This is REAL...
"SO Im elated to hear that T number, E sounds REAL good to me whats the problem???" Well blahh, "E should be under 200, blah" Well according to WHO??? And WHY??? AND for who, a young GG??? "How about to feminize an adult (male unfortunately) body"???"Not my decision, Ill tell the doc your concerns" she says....
So TAPER time, 7mg shot on 10-10... Then I only a get puny 4mg shot on 10-15 then 5 LONG days until "THE TEST".... Then that same day a 10mg shot at least , and then at least 10mg every 5 days regardless of what the doc says or where "levels" are... I have my own supply but I need a doc to "document" and write the supporting letter to go with my shrinks when its "time"....
Had to go with extra today with a little gel and a 2mg Estrofem, to help take the edge off the E crash... Im gonna have a shitty week ahead of this test though, to make SURE its LOW.... Got a couple of days of HELL and back planned with the Periodontist anyway
Id normally just do my own thing and tell the doc to deal with it or I'll just find another doc... BUT he is a very highly regarded local GYN and I WILL need one some day I KNOW now without a doubt...
First I guess I should say that Im STILL not smoking and its nearing a month after 31 years STRAIGHT continuous non stop HEAVY smoking
GREAT!!! You say??? Well Im NOT real happy about gaining 12 lbs on a 150 lb frame in less than a month
I DONT miss buying them OR even really smoking them...
Anyway It turns out my doc did do a complete test last time... I got the call Ive been dreading
From his nurse.... "Your E tested pretty high at 490 blah.... Your T was "very low at 6 out of a normal female range of 8-60" Your complete panel was "perfect"
OK SO WHATS THE PROBLEM??? Well your T is very LOW and E is very HIGH... FUCK!!! LOL REALLY??? Thats THE fucking GOAL here honey!!! MALE TO FEMALE, we aint fucking around here
I was really surprised when she tried telling me my T was TOO LOW!!! I mean I think she needs reminding here that this aint some fucking dress up game.... This is REAL...
"SO Im elated to hear that T number, E sounds REAL good to me whats the problem???" Well blahh, "E should be under 200, blah" Well according to WHO??? And WHY??? AND for who, a young GG??? "How about to feminize an adult (male unfortunately) body"???"Not my decision, Ill tell the doc your concerns" she says....
So TAPER time, 7mg shot on 10-10... Then I only a get puny 4mg shot on 10-15 then 5 LONG days until "THE TEST".... Then that same day a 10mg shot at least , and then at least 10mg every 5 days regardless of what the doc says or where "levels" are... I have my own supply but I need a doc to "document" and write the supporting letter to go with my shrinks when its "time"....
Had to go with extra today with a little gel and a 2mg Estrofem, to help take the edge off the E crash... Im gonna have a shitty week ahead of this test though, to make SURE its LOW.... Got a couple of days of HELL and back planned with the Periodontist anyway
Id normally just do my own thing and tell the doc to deal with it or I'll just find another doc... BUT he is a very highly regarded local GYN and I WILL need one some day I KNOW now without a doubt...