18-10-2014, 01:15 AM
So I have an exciting trip coming up, I will be doing an in person consultation with Dr Zukowski in Chicago and hopefully setting a date for my birthday in January for FFS and rejuvenation... Im REALLY looking forward to this, I am NOT aging well after 31 years of heavy smoking/drinking... I NEED some help there, Im sure he will do a nice job Im considering doing "body work" at the same time... Lipo/ass/hip fat transplant and tummy tuck, kinda scary thinking of recovering from all that at once though.... Also the E seems to be doing some of that all on its own lately
A few days after that I will be in Rochester NY having voice feminization surgery done... Thats kinda scary but very exciting at the same time.... I HATE my male voice (31 years of heavy smoking/drinking wasnt kind there either)... My (self) trained voice just sounds fake to me and its nearly impossible to use consistently... Sometimes even though I know its not that bad Im still afraid to really use it with friends and family that know the "old me"... Well there wont be any getting around that soon and Im REALLY hoping for a good result that sounds good to ME... Yea I want it to "pass" with others, especially on the phone where I rarely ever do now... But Im hoping just me actually liking it will really help in person where I do very well now but still get read... Im thinking a good voice can be invaluable in a situation like that..... Sure more training cant hurt but it seems to me that if your starting with a very deep voice, have the $$$, and nothing to lose except MAYBE never being read as male through my voice again... Why not... Id love to do "voice therapy", there just isnt any to be found here... In the meantime I have been really working on extending my high end... I have a range that goes from 45 Hz up to 350hz right now... I have been working on it anyway...
Its all booked, deposits made, flights booked ect... Now we just wait a bit more than 3 more weeks
A few days after that I will be in Rochester NY having voice feminization surgery done... Thats kinda scary but very exciting at the same time.... I HATE my male voice (31 years of heavy smoking/drinking wasnt kind there either)... My (self) trained voice just sounds fake to me and its nearly impossible to use consistently... Sometimes even though I know its not that bad Im still afraid to really use it with friends and family that know the "old me"... Well there wont be any getting around that soon and Im REALLY hoping for a good result that sounds good to ME... Yea I want it to "pass" with others, especially on the phone where I rarely ever do now... But Im hoping just me actually liking it will really help in person where I do very well now but still get read... Im thinking a good voice can be invaluable in a situation like that..... Sure more training cant hurt but it seems to me that if your starting with a very deep voice, have the $$$, and nothing to lose except MAYBE never being read as male through my voice again... Why not... Id love to do "voice therapy", there just isnt any to be found here... In the meantime I have been really working on extending my high end... I have a range that goes from 45 Hz up to 350hz right now... I have been working on it anyway...
Its all booked, deposits made, flights booked ect... Now we just wait a bit more than 3 more weeks