(27-01-2015, 04:14 AM)SarahSchilling Wrote: I think both Clara and Eva pass(I know for sure that Clara does irl since we've met, and Eva picks up guys). After you Reach that point, I feel it's more about being ok with your appearance yourself, as you hold yourself to a way higher standard than anyone else ever will. Having said that, I totally understand the feeling you get some days when you look in the mirror and see how you used to appear. I just think it's partly a mental thing...while in the other hand the difference between male and female genitalia is rather black and white!!! Hair removal is more important than either...but I guess I was taking that as a given.
I've considered FFS as well, but that will come later, if at all. Everyone I have mentioned it too tells me not to consider it rather forcefully. I don't hate the way I look, it's just a few things that bother me. I think most ggs have those too though!
Oh and Eva, Im going to Dr. chettawut. June 2nd.
Well congrats there, If I wasnt so sacred of going so far away for mine Id go with him I like the fact that he can get it done without genital electrolysis, OUCH!!! FUCK THAT!!!! Ive also seen a lot of positive reveiws of his work lately but Im always skeptical of BS on the net
Brassard claims to be able to get it done without that too but all of the USA docs want you to do it... That to me sounds worse than the actual SRS I dont want nobody poking around down there for 6 months KNOCK MY ASS OUT and get it over with and I'll deal with the aftermath, thanks Im comfortable with Brassard and his team though because he does have a good track record
As far as "passing" goes, its just something that has to take time I think... Once the physical part happens the mind is a whole new battle that unfortunately for me anyway doesn't come completely from within but from external validation....
Yea I've "trapped" more than a few guys It starts to suck after a while though Eventually the world around you just starts to treat you as a woman no matter how your even going about things though and It amazes me
My issue is getting to the point I dont even think about this shit so much AND eventually more comfortable with the stuff I want to keep from my old life and integrating everything
BUT "The memories remain" I have a pile of $$$ Im gonna do what I can with to see the best I can find to fix it
Of course I'll agree with "everyone", you DONT need much more FFS but I get it totally if you want it