10-05-2014, 06:29 PM
I think I mentioned that I started a diet the first part of April because I was getting disgusted with how I look. I'm 6' tall and weigh(ed) 200 pounds with the characteristic ring around my abdomen and mildly bulging belly. I've been working on growing breasts for a little over a year and there is some growth but I realized, slimming my mid section would be a huge step towards looking more feminine ...so began the journey. Today, I've lost 20 pounds and a couple inches around my belt line. Judging by the bulk that's been lost, I suspect I'll have to lose another 20 (stopping at 160) before I have the slim middle I'm shooting for. I'm not sure if it's the hormones or the weight loss but other things such as the size of my arms and wrists and some facial features seem more feminine to me as well. My hair is about an inch over my ears now and below my shoulders in back. I'm happy with the progress so far on many fronts. But the thing that has set my fingers to typing is something that happened the other day while at Home Depot. Up until a month ago, being 6' 200 lbs made me a pretty average dude. But with each pound I lose, tens of thousands of guys become bigger than me. Suddenly, walking out to my vehicle, a strange feeling of inferiority came over me. No the emotional kind of inferiority but the physical kind. I'm getting smaller and perhaps a little weaker compared to other guys and thus becoming more and more like the females by comparison. I'm thinking I just got an inkling for what it's like to be female. It was the strangest, most unexpected revelation I've had for quite a while. Quite enjoyable also.