11-09-2014, 10:07 AM
I'm very pleased to have found this site which contains plenty of valuable information.
I'm a 51 years old man, and have just begun (yesterday) to use herbals supplements in my body.
I'm married and have ceased to make love with my wife 10 years ago after I had some sexual failures and also a lack of desires for the sexual thing. But, strangely, I kept all over these years a strong interest for watching porn pictures and video. I can stay hours in front of my computer watching porn and trying to find exciting things. Even if, during the same time, my penis can stay completly flaccid.
I also trained to jerk it and to ejaculate still remaining flaccid, this is something that arouse me! Once it's done, unfortunatly, it becomes hard for a few minutes.
During the night, I often have nocturnal erections, but on waking, they are rare. I should also say that I'm a bedwetter, I wear diapers at night and sometimes, i'm awaken because my stupide dick is hard and in a silly position that prevents my pee to come out freely in my diaper.
I watch straight sites but also trannies, shemales, ... sites. Even if I'm not homo, I'm a quite fascinated by these beautiful girls with dicks, specially when they remain small and soft.
So, by using herbals supplements, I would like to kill my libido (in order to loose all interest in watching addictive and time consuming porn sites), to become completly impotent (no more hard penis, because it is useless for me), and eventually having my penis and his balls shrinked.
Concerning the boobs department, they are already a little bit developed, I suppose in a normal way for my age. I would like to slightly develop them in a way that it will be evident I have an hormonal imbalance. Ideally, it would be fine if they become sensitive, with a larger areola and a larger nipple but very little increasing in size.
So I began my regimen yesterday :
SP : 3000 mg a day
Vitex : 1800 mg a day
PM : 1500 mg a day
Black Cohosh : 300 mg a day
Genistein : 1000 mg a day
I hope it's not too much (I'm scared with SP possible unwanted effects) and, that it is in phase with my aims. if somebody could advise me, I would be very pleased.
During my first night I have hardly slept, scrutinizing the reactions of my body! 2 or 3 times I've had a brief puff of heat, with a slightly nauseous feeling. It's an evidence for me that these herbs are doing something, and it's encouraging. I also found a diuretic effect on my bladder.
Kisses.
I'm a 51 years old man, and have just begun (yesterday) to use herbals supplements in my body.
I'm married and have ceased to make love with my wife 10 years ago after I had some sexual failures and also a lack of desires for the sexual thing. But, strangely, I kept all over these years a strong interest for watching porn pictures and video. I can stay hours in front of my computer watching porn and trying to find exciting things. Even if, during the same time, my penis can stay completly flaccid.
I also trained to jerk it and to ejaculate still remaining flaccid, this is something that arouse me! Once it's done, unfortunatly, it becomes hard for a few minutes.
During the night, I often have nocturnal erections, but on waking, they are rare. I should also say that I'm a bedwetter, I wear diapers at night and sometimes, i'm awaken because my stupide dick is hard and in a silly position that prevents my pee to come out freely in my diaper.
I watch straight sites but also trannies, shemales, ... sites. Even if I'm not homo, I'm a quite fascinated by these beautiful girls with dicks, specially when they remain small and soft.
So, by using herbals supplements, I would like to kill my libido (in order to loose all interest in watching addictive and time consuming porn sites), to become completly impotent (no more hard penis, because it is useless for me), and eventually having my penis and his balls shrinked.
Concerning the boobs department, they are already a little bit developed, I suppose in a normal way for my age. I would like to slightly develop them in a way that it will be evident I have an hormonal imbalance. Ideally, it would be fine if they become sensitive, with a larger areola and a larger nipple but very little increasing in size.
So I began my regimen yesterday :
SP : 3000 mg a day
Vitex : 1800 mg a day
PM : 1500 mg a day
Black Cohosh : 300 mg a day
Genistein : 1000 mg a day
I hope it's not too much (I'm scared with SP possible unwanted effects) and, that it is in phase with my aims. if somebody could advise me, I would be very pleased.
During my first night I have hardly slept, scrutinizing the reactions of my body! 2 or 3 times I've had a brief puff of heat, with a slightly nauseous feeling. It's an evidence for me that these herbs are doing something, and it's encouraging. I also found a diuretic effect on my bladder.
Kisses.
