28-03-2017, 07:34 AM
Hi Paula
The thing is that I am happy with being a man. I am happy with being the man in the family, to do heavy manual labour when needed, and I enjoy the low level of personal care needed in dressing as a man in everyday life. Transitioning is really something I don't want.
I too believe that taking herbs, not just PM, has some sort of psychological placebo effect. Something like "I am doing something towards my true me or my fetish", but this has very little to do with wanting to transition. I can compare it to when I moved out of my parents' home and, free to CD as much as I wanted, I bought 50 pairs of heels, one every 3 days, just because I could. It felt like liberation and I couldn't stop myself at first.
I can rationalise as much as I want but I am still asking myself if it'll ever end.
The thing is that I am happy with being a man. I am happy with being the man in the family, to do heavy manual labour when needed, and I enjoy the low level of personal care needed in dressing as a man in everyday life. Transitioning is really something I don't want.
I too believe that taking herbs, not just PM, has some sort of psychological placebo effect. Something like "I am doing something towards my true me or my fetish", but this has very little to do with wanting to transition. I can compare it to when I moved out of my parents' home and, free to CD as much as I wanted, I bought 50 pairs of heels, one every 3 days, just because I could. It felt like liberation and I couldn't stop myself at first.
I can rationalise as much as I want but I am still asking myself if it'll ever end.