I could be wrong here but rating a 7 on the 1 to 10 is quite high!
when I forst started 12 months ago I wasn`t interested in growing bewbs, all I wanted was the Mental effects, that`s All I wanted Hand On Heart!
I would have perhaps rated myself as a 2 back then, I went through being Gender Fluid for a bit and that didn`t fit, then I suspected Bi-Gender and wore that for a long while (I think you`re probably at this stage too), and for me That didn`t fit, so I bit the bullet and accepted my original Medical diagnosis of being Transsexual.
but oddly That doesn`t seem to fit so well anymore either, I just feel 100% Female and not at all Trans* anything.
It`s been termed as a "slippery slope" or a "Pandoras Box" for a reason LOL
E will break down any resistance you have and you won`t even feel or notice it happening, and by the time you do, you won`t even care!
so all these things You want now as a "Man" wont be the same things you`ll want later as you wont be the same person you are now making those choices.
it`s very hard to explain.