[Myranda]

Myranda, welcome to the club....  That is EXACTLY what I went through.  My therapist and GD both said that if I am meant to truly be a "Two Spirit" I will stop when I get to the point that I need to be...  And if I am meant to fully transition, I will know that as well.

My Therapist and reg Med Doctor thinks that I was born this way.  Although I did all the boy/man things...  Went into service, played baseball and football while growing up, heck, I even hunted.  But, I always loved the finer things in life, like silks, nylon and desperately loved the female form, not only for sex, but just the plain aesthetics of it...

So, its so nice to have a person here that feels the same way...  Want to be "girly" some days and just kick around working on "man" things the next.  I hope I am not reading more than what is not there.  But the point is there is many shades of color in our spectrum..

If you need someone to chat with, although I am no expert, I am willing to chat just PM me if you have any questions or concerns.  It sounds like I have been there already.

Aria, thank you so much. I think we have a lot in common i  terms of where we have been in life and how we got here. I cannot wait for my next appointme with with my GD to go over the informed consent form and het the base lone blood work out of the way and begig the discussion on starting HRT. I believe that once the bloodwork comes back there will be one more appointmentat which time they will put the order in for the perscriprions and then i am on my way. I really cant wait to get that main prt of the journey started.