17-04-2019, 02:18 PM
Yesterday I had an epiphany, that it is not a fetish, thought I'd post why here.
It is because, yesterday I was fantasizing (crossdreaming) about being trans in college. It was not a sexual fantasy. It was a mundane fantasy about RL (real life). And then I started to realize I am tall. And I have a deep voice. And that I would never pass as a female. And that I would be hated by all students. And that everyone would give me hateful looks of disapproval.
So then I snapped out of it. Deleted the fantasy and replaced it with a fantasy of being at a fetish club. And having sex. I think the reason is because, at fetish clubs, I feel safe and approved. Fetish clubs are the only place it is cool to be trans. So I think that is why there is so much fetish fantasies about being trans. Because mundane fantasies involve negativity and social ridicule. And sex fantasies are more about approval and acceptance. Sex fantasies are about being loved and worshiped, mundane fantasies are about being rejected and scorned.
It is because, yesterday I was fantasizing (crossdreaming) about being trans in college. It was not a sexual fantasy. It was a mundane fantasy about RL (real life). And then I started to realize I am tall. And I have a deep voice. And that I would never pass as a female. And that I would be hated by all students. And that everyone would give me hateful looks of disapproval.
So then I snapped out of it. Deleted the fantasy and replaced it with a fantasy of being at a fetish club. And having sex. I think the reason is because, at fetish clubs, I feel safe and approved. Fetish clubs are the only place it is cool to be trans. So I think that is why there is so much fetish fantasies about being trans. Because mundane fantasies involve negativity and social ridicule. And sex fantasies are more about approval and acceptance. Sex fantasies are about being loved and worshiped, mundane fantasies are about being rejected and scorned.