28-06-2010, 01:53 PM
Right heres the score, im 44 and for years now ive kinda seen myself as a bit of both genders, probably more female than male but not enough to feel as if i am transsexual of anykind, went down that road many many years ago but was never 100% convinced i was TS.
I would just love to have a half and half body, just so the reflection i see in the mirror was the same as i see myself in my mind, tried umpteen things to try to get breast growth, but nothing appears to work or the side effects are too bad to be able to continue with, dont get me wrong i havent really tried anything long enough to say it hasnt worked and i realise that trying to get breasts should be treated as a marathon and not a sprint, but i really do feel as if i cant start living a normal life untill i have the body i feel i should have.
To date i have tried Fenugreek, Red Clover, Saw palmetto, Dong Quai,(some of these brought me out in a rash and gave me really bad indigestion) Female contraceptive pills(gave me depression) and used a noogleberry on and off for a few weeks or so. Point is you look around the internet for ideas and for every idea that you find you will find someone else saying you are wasting your time trying to get your own boobs as nothing works for a male. No the answer is probably to have a boob job, but being married with two kids i feel is not an option and besides dont want anything massive, just a pair of boobs big enough to set me apart from being totally male and put me in my twin gender role.
I would just love to have a half and half body, just so the reflection i see in the mirror was the same as i see myself in my mind, tried umpteen things to try to get breast growth, but nothing appears to work or the side effects are too bad to be able to continue with, dont get me wrong i havent really tried anything long enough to say it hasnt worked and i realise that trying to get breasts should be treated as a marathon and not a sprint, but i really do feel as if i cant start living a normal life untill i have the body i feel i should have.
To date i have tried Fenugreek, Red Clover, Saw palmetto, Dong Quai,(some of these brought me out in a rash and gave me really bad indigestion) Female contraceptive pills(gave me depression) and used a noogleberry on and off for a few weeks or so. Point is you look around the internet for ideas and for every idea that you find you will find someone else saying you are wasting your time trying to get your own boobs as nothing works for a male. No the answer is probably to have a boob job, but being married with two kids i feel is not an option and besides dont want anything massive, just a pair of boobs big enough to set me apart from being totally male and put me in my twin gender role.