I have met a few people here who are dear to me, quite a few. There is a strange thing, we use herbs, eventually some may go onto prescription medication then we don't hear from them anymore. This place isn't just about herbal stuff so why leave and loose interest just because you have moved to another level. I didn't when I had my bout of Estradiol, and emotional meltdown where I needed you and your understanding more than ever, and received the understanding from a few even though I was an undeserving emotion bitch at that time. Thanks for helping, mega embarrassed about that ugly phase. Though I was a real pain in the ass at that time and cannot apologise enough, only herbs for me now! Learned my lesson, Drew on pharma is bad Drew!
Alright not everybody who moves on to the hard stuff abandons us, no names as we dont get on at all, (cannot have chemistry with absolutely everybody) but a few do stay to offer support, advice and friendship.
But too many people have gone pharmaceutical and gone. Why??? Beyond my unserstanding, I needed you then and you were there for me in my time of need, am grateful.

Yea... I would say it too that too many have just taken off after switching over to hrt... But everyone have their reasons. This forum to many seems to be a spot for peer support for the time they felt a need for it and then just steer off to the cyber wilderness never to be heard of again.

For myself I can say I'm madly loyal if there's a spot where I have friends. But I've left many forums too. Perhaps some people missed me, most likely just forgot as people are like that.

What I do know though is that I will keep on updating from time to time no matter when I'll switch to the hrt camp, I know I will, its only a matter of time. But not a reason to take a hike. Decent old school forums which have some activity are few and far between these days so I think its better to stick around. I've made some awesome friends from here. <3 Too bad I live in the middle of nowhere and everyone is far away from here.

I haven't even found anyone from Sweden or Estonia or something, nothing that close by. Kinda sucks. Oh and finding irl friend.... That feels like its just impossible. Online friends is one thing, irl friends ten times harder to find, specially in my neck of woods.

I have met a few people here who are dear to me, quite a few. There is a strange thing, we use herbs, eventually some may go onto prescription medication then we don't hear from them anymore. This place isn't just about herbal stuff so why leave and loose interest just because you have moved to another level. I didn't when I had my bout of Estradiol, and emotional meltdown where I needed you and your understanding more than ever, and received the understanding from a few even though I was an undeserving emotion bitch at that time. Thanks for helping, mega embarrassed about that ugly phase. Though I was a real pain in the ass at that time and cannot apologise enough, only herbs for me now! Learned my lesson, Drew on pharma is bad Drew!
Alright not everybody who moves on to the hard stuff abandons us, no names as we dont get on at all, (cannot have chemistry with absolutely everybody) but a few do stay to offer support, advice and friendship.
But too many people have gone pharmaceutical and gone. Why??? Beyond my unserstanding, I needed you then and you were there for me in my time of need, am grateful.

I can't speak for others, but for me, it's simply been LIFE.  For example constant hip pain for the last 2 yrs, 2 hip replacement surgeries and 2 carpel tunnel surgeries.  I have spent the majority of 2020 not only hiding for Corona Virus, but recovery and rehabilitation.  ( Fun Year, I know! )  

On top of that, my computer has not been working very smooth.....  It's 9 yrs old, so it's almost as old as me at 66 , I guess.  Time for major surgery on it, I suppose....

Sorry to Bobby and Julie plus Lotus for not being around much the last yr +.  Hopefully that will change some now that I'm back to almost where I want to be.

XO

Aria

I have met a few people here who are dear to me, quite a few. There is a strange thing, we use herbs, eventually some may go onto prescription medication then we don't hear from them anymore. This place isn't just about herbal stuff so why leave and loose interest just because you have moved to another level. I didn't when I had my bout of Estradiol, and emotional meltdown where I needed you and your understanding more than ever, and received the understanding from a few even though I was an undeserving emotion bitch at that time. Thanks for helping, mega embarrassed about that ugly phase. Though I was a real pain in the ass at that time and cannot apologise enough, only herbs for me now! Learned my lesson, Drew on pharma is bad Drew!
Alright not everybody who moves on to the hard stuff abandons us, no names as we dont get on at all, (cannot have chemistry with absolutely everybody) but a few do stay to offer support, advice and friendship.
But too many people have gone pharmaceutical and gone. Why??? Beyond my unserstanding, I needed you then and you were there for me in my time of need, am grateful.

I can't speak for others, but for me, it's simply been LIFE.  For example constant hip pain for the last 2 yrs, 2 hip replacement surgeries and 2 carpel tunnel surgeries.  I have spent the majority of 2020 not only hiding for Corona Virus, but recovery and rehabilitation.  ( Fun Year, I know! )  

On top of that, my computer has not been working very smooth.....  It's 9 yrs old, so it's almost as old as me at 66 , I guess.  Time for major surgery on it, I suppose....

Sorry to Bobby and Julie plus Lotus for not being around much the last yr +.  Hopefully that will change some now that I'm back to almost where I want to be.

XO

Aria

Am honestly overwhelmed and cannot offer an articulated reply. Not very good at dealing with pain. Have been injured more times than I can count but mostly I just break limbs.....a lot! Only needed surgery once in my life and it was the most terrifying experience of my life. 4 surgeries  in a year! You are far stronger than I could ever pretend to be.