I have devoured transgender fiction for many years now. It's been the main "fetish" in my life, if you can call it that. Actually, in the absence of any sort of real transition, it has been the primary way I've consummated my desires around breast growth and a more general transition to the fairer sex. Well, that and straight-up trans porn.
The fantasies have been strong as a result of the many stories I've read. And of course, in the spirit of fantasies, I've dwelled on many that have really resonated with me. In my dreams, as in so many TG stories, body and mental changes take place, often against my will or with no way to stop them. In some fantasies, people consume a liquid or take a pill and things start happening. This, for me, is how it happens; I start to change and there's nothing I can do about it. So I figured I'd share the list of things I'd like most to happen and I hope you'll share yours. Keep in mind the fact that they can be realistic, such as bigger boobs, pure fantasy, such as sprouting a tail or your voice changing, or sci-fi, such as taking a drug that turns your penis into a vagina. They can also include mind control or similar, such as being hypnotized into becoming a sissy...or believing you're a woman, becoming attracted to men, regressing to the age of a little girl, etc.
My short list:
- My waist becomes thin and my butt and thighs very feminine. Male clothes no longer fit me. (This is fun, because it's something I can/try to hide, but it's a challenge...and I'm forced to buy women's jeans, for example)
- My breasts begin to lactate. The get engorged and painful if I don't pump them or have my girlfriend empty them by nursing on them. Of course, the result of the draining is orgasmic.
- All of the hair falls out of my body, except for my head/crotch. My scalp hair grows out at an alarming rate and becomes full, with no trace of male pattern growth. Maybe it even turns blonde!
- The obvious: I become completely transformed, either by exposure to some sort of drug, a virus or maybe a magic spell. In the perfect version of this fantasy, many other men experience the same thing, so it's no big deal.
I'd love to hear about yours. Maybe it will help me to think I'm not crazy.