[NikeProSk8r]

Hello all! My name is David. As the title says, I’ve been lurking on this site for quite some time. But I finally put any fears behind me and took the first step today. I bought a supply of Barlowe’s PM. Turns out they’re located a short drive away from me here in south Florida! 

I’ve been wanting breasts for decades! I always hated that I would never get to have them. But I wanted them so bad that, starting around age 14, I would occasionally wear a fake set under my shirt. I made them myself out of those styrofoam balls you find at the craft stores LOL The only shirt I could wear with them, though, were the wife beater tank tops as they were tight enough to hold the “boobs” in place. Yes, I tried tape but that just irritated my skin. They actually looked very real!! I would just love the looks and stares I would get. (Is that what being a real woman feels like? Dudes always staring! Haha!)

Anyway, so I started the PM today. I think I will go with 2 pills a day to start with. That’s a total of 1,100mg. Let’s see where that gets me in a few months. Of course I will be here to pick up any other tips this wonderful community has. And I will post photos to keep you all updated. I’m going to post my first one today so you can all see what I’m starting out with. 

Let me know what you think. Thanks!

[Pali1010]

Welcome!! 


I will be monitoring this thread as I am also just starting out. Is your plan to use just straight PM? What is your size goal? From what I have read it is very tough to achieve results without using an Antiandrogen lowering your testosterone levels. But I am very curious to see if you can obtain results by using just PM as maybe that’s enough to tip the hormone balance in favour of estrogen. 

Good luck!!

[NikeProSk8r]

Welcome!! 


I will be monitoring this thread as I am also just starting out. Is your plan to use just straight PM? What is your size goal? From what I have read it is very tough to achieve results without using an Antiandrogen lowering your testosterone levels. But I am very curious to see if you can obtain results by using just PM as maybe that’s enough to tip the hormone balance in favour of estrogen. 

Good luck!!

Thanks! And good luck to you as well. Yes, for the time being, my plan is 1,100mg of PM a day. I figure I’ll give that about 3 months and see where I’m at then. I just took my second pill of the day. I’m hoping the PM alone will work, but if it doesn’t after 3 months then I’ll add in an anti-androgen.

I have a feeling it will though because I’ve had low testosterone my entire life. I’ve had it tested a couple of times each of the last 3 decades (I’m 46) and every time it comes back on the lowest end of the “normal” range, even in my early 20’s. I don’t remember exactly what the numbers were (but 300 comes to mind for some reason) but I do know the doctors always asked me if I was looking to raise it because any lower and I’d be out of range. But I always said no it’s fine (while secretly celebrating in my head LOL) I’m smooth all over and I love it that way.

I can’t really say exactly what size I’m looking for. It’s hard to explain with the different cup sizes as everybody is different. I’ll try to post a photo of what my goal is…if it’ll work. I see my first photo never posted. Don’t know what I’m doing wrong.

[NikeProSk8r]

There we go! That worked! So above is what I’m hoping for. I’m going to try to post my starting photo again…

[Marcia]

Hello David and welcome to BN!!

My journey is also in it's beginning stages and the information and encouragement of members here is fantastic. Barlowes has been good for me, but like Palichuck I think an AA is an important piece of the puzzle. I've found great advice in Lotus's X program thread. As I understand it, you can always drop the anti andogen and T levels and function will rebound quickly, especially if not used long term.

Your goal should be very achievable, and maybe more quickly than you imagine. You are obviously not starting from nothing, or being completely flat-chested. Similarly, my T levels in the past were always on the low end of normal male levels. While my first PM use was January the dosage was small and sporadic, after 3 months of regular use I am quite pleased with my results and can't keep my hands off my mini-breasts.

Good Luck on your journey. Thank you for posting pictures (love your piercings ), I think it's an important step personally as well as for newbies who find their way to BN.

And final thought, as many caution here, "Be careful what you wish for" results are for real and after the thrill of getting your breast buds know they are here for good  

  Marcia

[NikeProSk8r]

Thanks for the reply, Marcia

I’ll keep this information in mind if I need to alter my program in any way. But for now I’m gonna stick with only PM. The fewer things I have to take, the better. 

I agree, I’m not starting from nothing, so I’m hoping that gives me a nice advantage. At the right angles, and when I bend over, you can really see my mini boobs. And if I lay on my side, there’s noticeable cleavage LOL I’m thankful I’m not as skinny as I used to be many years ago. Even when I was 30, I still only weighed 145-150 lbs! And I’m 5’10” But once I hit my 40’s I started putting on weight. It’s not much, but it’s still noticeable when I bring up old photos. My current weight fluctuates between 165-173. I’m glad you like my photo. I still can’t believe I’ve had those piercings since I was 17! LOL 

Anyway, thanks and good luck to you too. Make sure you share your results as well. I have heard the warnings on here loud and clear, how at a certain point, this becomes permanent. I’m perfectly ok with that. I’ve wanted small boobs for a very long time. I’ve been ready. I want them now but this is only day 3