Hey for a long time I have been a lurker, created this account on a whim (pardon the lack of great name lol) And prior to now I was in a relationship with a woman I loved dearly, although it as very controlling and abusive emotionally on me, which I'm blessed to be out of. But making 25k a year and still living at home at 28 I question my prospects, but i digress. I have been on and off PM for about 3 years, more off than on, and definitely had growth but nothing substantial (below is a pic of where i stand now) I am not gay/tv/tg/ or really a cd. Although I feel I am just very much more in tune to my fem side than male side. I would have been more dedicated but the deceit of secrecy in my relationship guilted me in to stopping more then going. Single now, I have promised myself if ever single again I would dive head first in to NBE. After about 3 months of post break up I had thought of it and really questioned being so young and not a feminine person and more masculine in physique (workout a lot) if it's right for me. Future of kids possibly, pools, etc, and feel I just can't shake the idea of it and need for it and i just have to go for it and deal with what comes with it when it comes. So anyways, my program right now is just ordering PM capsules from ainterol I have browsed the forum a lot and notice SP is very popular and RC but curious if there is any "pros" out here who could advise best advice for a budget. I hear progesterone cream is fantastic but also hear its horrible so curious as to if i should dabble in that or not...just seeking advice to ensure a proper starting and push for larger breasts.