[BlueCoral]

So I've started my own personal program, and things are going great so far (little worried that one of the breasts that's starting to form is a little bigger than the other, but that's a story for another day ). Anyway, the goal is to keep testosterone down...so would looking at porn mess with any results? This is by no means important, just something I was wondering about lately lol.

[EvaMarie]

Hey you might as well enjoy it while it lasts If your on an effective regime porn eventually might not interest you much and if it does your function might be severely impaired but you also likely wont care

[BlueCoral]

Hey you might as well enjoy it while it lasts If your on an effective regime porn eventually might not interest you much and if it does your function might be severely impaired but you also likely wont care

Haha, yeah. I was thinking that maybe since I'm basically feminizing myself, that I would still like porn, just in a more psychological way. Girls do watch porn too! If they can, maybe I will too! But like you said, after a while, I'll probably be like "meh." I'm actually fine with that, since I've been meaning to stop looking at that stuff. Re-sensitizing myself to sexual matters is another life goal.

[EvaMarie]

Well after 3 months on PM and other NBE and now 8months on high dose E HRT I STILL watch porn every now and then too

Just not nearly as much these days...

[BlueCoral]

What I'm going to do is in half a year or something, fire up some good old lesbian porn, and see it in a more intimate sensual way, not physical like guys usually do.

[Missed Miss]

What I'm going to do is in half a year or something, fire up some good old lesbian porn, and see it in a more intimate sensual way, not physical like guys usually do.

Sensual?? In what way? When I watch porn, I tend to imagine I'm the girl in the video.
What I don't like about modern porn these days is that everyone has to spit on each other's genitals!! How DISGUSTING!!!! Even if the part in question JUST came out of the spitter's mouth!! What, it wasn't already wet enough???? If some guy spit in MY twat, I'd get up and leave!!!! And, you're making a PORNO!!!! You make LOTS of money doing that!!!! A tube of lube costs, what, $3.00????
And EVERYONE HAS to have LOTS of tattoos and piercings, especially in the tongue!!!!
And, there's just WAY too much violence and WAY too much calling the women all sorts of degrading names!! "C'mon, bitch!! Roll over, you fucking slut!!!! SUCK IT, YOU WHORE!!!!"
Oh!! And there's WAAAYYYYY too much anal!!!!!! If I wanted to see anal sex, I'd watch gay porn!!!!

[BlueCoral]

Sensual as in very erotic, showing a deep love and animosity to another. Granted 90% of porn doesn't have that, but it's at least nice when they act like it. Of course the real deal is the best. Yeah I don't like the tattoos either (Bonnie Rotten yuck!!! And she likes peeing on the performers blegh!!!) and don't like the degrading stuff. The more story driven, broader view porn showing actual love is what I really like. OR if it at least has some sort of story/build up going on; the longer, the better.

Edit: Hate closeups of genitals, love full shot of a couple or person showing a range of emotions as they interact with themselves/others.

[Missed Miss]

Sensual as in very erotic, showing a deep love and animosity to another. Granted 90% of porn doesn't have that, but it's at least nice when they act like it. Of course the real deal is the best. Yeah I don't like the tattoos either (Bonnie Rotten yuck!!! And she likes peeing on the performers blegh!!!) and don't like the degrading stuff. The more story driven, broader view porn showing actual love is what I really like. OR if it at least has some sort of story/build up going on; the longer, the better.

Edit: Hate closeups of genitals, love full shot of a couple or person showing a range of emotions as they interact with themselves/others.

Oh, yeah!!!! I know EXACTLY what you mean!!!! About 10 or 15 years ago I found two parts of this series by Ed Powers called, "Cockless". It's all girl on girl stuff and they don't exactly do ANY of the standard porn stuff!! And, because they kiss a bit, it just feels like there's actual, genuine love between the girls!! and they aren't being aggressive, in my fave bit featuring a black giggly girl named, Jennifer and a REALLY cute and sweet white girl named, Cherry (I've seen HER in another porno), they spend a lot of time giggling and laughing and just having a great time together!! It's BEAUTIFUL!!!! At the end they hold, caress and kiss each other!! When I first saw it, I not only fell in love with it, but it made me practically run at top speed away from nearly all other porn!! If you EVER get a chance to pick them up, DO SO!! I'm PRETTY sure you'll love it!!!!
I've never been into golden showers either!! I don't care WHO'S doing the peeing!!!! It's partly stomach acid!! It'll probably burn like a bitch!!
Well, in the "Cockless" videos (I've got 2 of them), at first, Ed will interview the girls for about 10 minutes, maybe less, then they start getting naked and posing for a few pictures and joke around a bit, then they'll start with kissing and touching each other, then they start having sex, and it's all just sensual stuff, no hitting, spitting, degrading, just enjoying each other for about 30 or 40 minutes and NO slinky porno music!!!! No music at all!! It's just a live production with at least two cameras and not very much in the way of cross-fades and edits. Afterwards, they kiss and hold each other while Ed jokes with them a bit more. I would have to say it's REALLY nicely done!! The only part of his anatomy that gets involved once in a while for a few seconds is a finger of two and he USUALLY (if not ALWAYS) asks first if he can feel it!! I wish I could find the rest of the series. I'm pretty sure I have either 1 or 2 and 6. I've never seen any others, yet.