[Benderfry48]

Sorry if the title is super non-descriptive.

I am currently under 18 and living with my parent who while knows about my gender identity neither supports nor disapproves of it. They do not like to talk about it but I feel as though they would deny me if I asked if I could get some herbal breast enhancements.

My question is this, does anyone know where I could could get some herbs ( Specifically PM) in some form of discreet package or something that they won't know or can't tell what I've bought?

Before you say something like "oh you can wait a year to get HRT or herbs." please take note that my dysphoria has reached a point where I can no longer look at a mirror without crying ( or worse if its a bad day) .

Sorry if I messed anything up or used terrible grammar in my post please tell me if I did.

[MysticDwagon]

this is a tough one. ive been in the depression stage long ago when i was 15. nothing like the cause of yours, but i know how it feels to be trapped and not able to talk to anyone about it.

as far as getting NBE products "under the radar" i cant offer any kind of advice there, but i can offer that even if your parent wont support you in how you feel on the inside, at least try to let them know what kind of harm ignoring the issue is causing and see if they will support you in some kind of therapy to get you by until its no longer a parental consent issue. even without therapy, im sure that many here would be more than willing to give a friendly ear, a shoulder to cry on or just have conversation until you can get things going to make you "you"

[Soledad46]

Hi Bender, and welcome to the forum!

What about starting with NBE foods and a course of massaging? There's nothing more under the radar than that! Alternatively, you could start with only herbs that are available at most health food stores, like fenugreek, fennel, saw palmetto. You'd have to go to the store to get them, so it's not delivered to your doorstep, but your privacy would be assured. And if your parents don't know what they're looking at, Swanson's is a perfectly legitimate vitamin company by anyone's standards, certainly not NBE exclusive. They don't sell PM, though.

I used a PM from Siriporn last year, and their packaging is pretty standard. It says Siriporn on the outside, but nothing to indicate what's on the inside.

HTH!

Xo, Soli

[Jenniferlove]

Do you have a job? If so, get a PO box. You can then have stuff mailed there.