Hello yall, I hope everyone has been doing alright.

My name as in the website is Lillas and I'm 21 yrs old. I always had a fetish about lactation for some time and always loved watching others have it. So, I decided I wanted to lactate myself. I did some research on what I need and what to do but the problem is that when I look around, everyone seem to be fit to be able to lactate like having big breasts. The thing is that I'm underweight and my chest is as flat as a board.

Here's some details:
- I'm 5'6 (170)
- 50kg (110 lbs.)
- I got small nipples. My right nipple has a small split which I have no idea how it happened.
- I do have have breast pumps
- I saw a post about Motilium and Oxytocin nasal spray and I'm able to have them.
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do a search on the web for (ladyboys breast milk porn) it will give links to videos of a lot of men that have breast milk and some that have no or small tits with milk

>ladyboys breast milk porn

Can these creepy fetish morons be banned or at least moderated?

@helloDiDi let's not be that strict. People find inspiration in all places. As long as they don't creep on other users' lives, it should be OK. I never hid that growing boobs for me xomes from a crossdressing + shemale porn fetish (not used here as derogatory, just a porn category on most websites).

This kinda stuff tends to pull my strings in a bad way these day because to me lactation is furthest possible thing from anything sexual and also very important and kinda.... I dunno, nearly sacred. Also being kind of a recovering porn addict throws a little spin into how I perceive this stuff these days.

And lot of guys here do creep me the hell out. Depends though, some times I speak out. Obviously no one needs to do a damn thing about it, BN is such a lovely inclusive place. At least this thread is in the correct subforum.

Any update on lactation success?

Any update on lactation success?

I am working behind the scenes but still not yet. I am developing my breasts and it is still on the work. Thanks to an amazing person in Private (idk if I could say their name) is supporting and guiding me through my situations. 

I appreciate the look out for the progress.