[SarahSchilling]

Sarah had to look up what TLDR meant. She's a little insulted by the insinuation that she can't be bothered to read anything past a few paragraphs, so buckle up for some bluntness.

LOL, It was Too Long but I Did Read it. The how and whys behind why I am the person I am ceased to interest me long ago, and I'm happier for it....but everyone's different, so maybe they'll yield some constructive answers for you(and others). To me, it just doesn't matter anymore. My gender issues predate any perceived trauma. I am who I am, and searching for the ever-elusive "cause" only seems to imply there's a problem with who I am. Kinda the reason I steered clear of the Mother thread. I currently have the type of mindset where finding out the motive or reason why(if there even is one) doesn't change the result. So why bother?

Hehehe, I still love ya though.