[GoneGirl]

Hmm,

For the longest time I assumed the only way to grow breasts was get on the path to transition and get a doctor's prescription for hormones. With that assumption, I simply dropped the option of growing breasts.

That was my perception of the situation, as well, although I was mostly ignorant of the transgender phenomenon. The desire to have breasts turned toward fantasies about growing and having breasts, for example, finding someone's birth control pills and taking them to affect the changes, or being the unwitting subject of a medical research project where I'm given estrogen which quickly transforms me into a woman to my shock and delight. These fantasies were typically enjoyed at bedtime just before falling asleep. I found them very calming after a stressful day at work.

Clara