10-03-2014, 01:33 AM
Wow.. Okay, so as for my wife, she's been extremely supportive. Almost unrealistically supportive, BUT I think it's me that's holding me back. Her not wanting me posting on here is more about the taboo of it, and she wants to make sure it isn't a sexual fetish or some sort of replacement for porn. Which I understand, but I don't know how much she realizes I need to talk and get advice, and how much help I've received by reading on here and hearing stories like above.
I probably just need to talk to her again.. As for growth, I'm definitely growing, it's been a lot faster than I thought it would, but not feeling the pains and the T feeling like it's coming back makes me think something's not working.. I am taking 3,000mg PM/day and 960mg SP extract/day. Been doing PM that way since day 1. I started the SP about a week later and haven't changed. I get headaches if I take the doses too close together.
I haven't had any liquid come out of my nipples for over a month, but the small creases on my nipples always have like dry white stuff in between the cracks, even right after a shower.
Dressing up seems like a fetish that I enjoyed until I finished then was fine putting it away until the next time I needed it. If I was ignored for a few days by my wife, I'd need to dress up. Although I'm pretty confident if I could have done it all day every day, I would have. But I'd just feel guilty afterward.
After posting the above, I thought about target today and how I didn't make it to the department before just leaving the store.. And I started thinking about the last time I looked in my closet at my guy clothes.. I thought how boring they are and how amazingly awesome girls clothes are.. The layers and the contests and beautiful colors.. Why isn't every guy jealous??
Anyway, have to run, will check this when I get home tonight. Again, thank you all for everything.
I probably just need to talk to her again.. As for growth, I'm definitely growing, it's been a lot faster than I thought it would, but not feeling the pains and the T feeling like it's coming back makes me think something's not working.. I am taking 3,000mg PM/day and 960mg SP extract/day. Been doing PM that way since day 1. I started the SP about a week later and haven't changed. I get headaches if I take the doses too close together.
I haven't had any liquid come out of my nipples for over a month, but the small creases on my nipples always have like dry white stuff in between the cracks, even right after a shower.
Dressing up seems like a fetish that I enjoyed until I finished then was fine putting it away until the next time I needed it. If I was ignored for a few days by my wife, I'd need to dress up. Although I'm pretty confident if I could have done it all day every day, I would have. But I'd just feel guilty afterward.
After posting the above, I thought about target today and how I didn't make it to the department before just leaving the store.. And I started thinking about the last time I looked in my closet at my guy clothes.. I thought how boring they are and how amazingly awesome girls clothes are.. The layers and the contests and beautiful colors.. Why isn't every guy jealous??
Anyway, have to run, will check this when I get home tonight. Again, thank you all for everything.