[Laura-F]

I would have to say that it was when I was about nine although i believe it was probably earlier. It wasn't until then though, that I got serious enough to explore the idea. I remember finding out about breast massage and tried it. I quickly found out it really does work and had a WAID moment and stopped when I realized I'd have to explain to my mom why I have breasts. I wasn't out to anyone at the time. As I look back on my life, I realize that in some of my earliest memories, I wanted to be or simply thought of myself as a girl. I remember sitting on our porch with another girl when I was about five and had a wonderful time with our tea party.