[EvaMarie]

Hi Jo - just to echo Clara's remarks, I would think you might want to put off thoughts of SRS for a long time, and just focus on finding yourself through dressing, meeting people and some middle ground with herbs, at least for now, honey. I have a fair amount of communication with numerous TS folk and all say surgical options should only come when the only other choice is not going on living at all. Too many girls have made the mistake of rushing things only to regret it later. Many find happiness somewhere in the middle. In the meantime, explore the wonderful world of dressing and getting out and around others. You are still young, sweetheart. Let things unfold for you a little at a time.
Hugs

When I said go all the way to live as a women I didn't mean I wanted to get SRS. Sorry I didn't make that clear. I'm in no rush!

Welcome abxix

I can relate to your story a lot.... I am 45 but back in my early 30's the bell started ringing for me.... I put her on the back burner for nearly 10 years.... She came back even stronger...

I hope your getting your PM from Ainterol.... In my case I jumped right in at 2000 mg and eventually ramped it up to 3000-5000 mg...

Also added spearmint caps and licorice and Chinese Skullcap caps from Swansons vitamins....

Now I gotta say I was thinking about going on HRT before I tried the herbs but I was scared...

So I lurked here and like you I was skeptical it was all a scam.... I decided to try it though and at first I was sure it was doing nothing at all but I stuck with it...

2-3 weeks in I could see a little more fat around my moobs... Strangely my need to CD almost vanished...

At 1 month the itching and sensitivity and soreness started... Along with that and higher NBE doses came the wonderful revelation that yes indeed NBE DOES work!!!

About that time I started seeing pretty much all of the effects I read about HRT on NBE.... I felt better than I ever had before and the desire to be more femme was there stronger than ever...

At 2 months in I knew I wanted to go see a doc and get on HRT...
My boobs were definitely growing and I was seeing all the other signs of feminization....

2 months and 3 weeks in I was on HRT...

Now at near 3 1/2 months since I started herbal and now pharma HRT the thought of full transition including SRS is not nearly as out of the question as it once was...

Just giving you a heads up... NBE can take you places you never though you would go.... It wont make you want anything you didnt want before you start, but you may just end up deep in the pink fog like me