05-05-2014, 02:22 AM
Connie, I did, indeed, experiment with gay sex years ago, when my understanding of my GID was no where near formed. It di not seem right for me then. Now, things are viewed from a different perspective. On one hand, I am married. No idea how that may or may not change as I move further down this road. And herbs and pharma HRT have virtually destroyed my libido, which further "dampens" things...lol.
However, that said, I will confess quite freely that on recent occasions, when dressed and at a club, a part of me, small though it is, has somewhat longed for an attractive tall (sigh) gentleman to approach and ask me to dance.
No idea what I would do if it happened...I have been "out" for such a short time, I sometimes feel as though I am a naive seventeen year old girl at her first dance, insecure and unsure what to expect. Lol
Its a crazy ride, and I just dont know where it is going...
Hugs
However, that said, I will confess quite freely that on recent occasions, when dressed and at a club, a part of me, small though it is, has somewhat longed for an attractive tall (sigh) gentleman to approach and ask me to dance.
No idea what I would do if it happened...I have been "out" for such a short time, I sometimes feel as though I am a naive seventeen year old girl at her first dance, insecure and unsure what to expect. Lol
Its a crazy ride, and I just dont know where it is going...
Hugs