[GoneGirl]

Hi Connie,
While I don't disagree with you, I haven't been to a porn site but once or twice, since starting PM, and then only a quick look-see. I used to visit Anna Malice's site daily, but have lost all interest in it. I will say that pre-NBE, I was attracted to the so callled 'shemale' porn sites along with myriad solo girl sites. I think is was my latent crossdreaming nature that put these sites on my A list.

I never felt anything but admiration for these girls even before I understood what cross gender dysphoria was all about. I don't claim to know what motivates T-girls to join the world of sex for sale, but I have to believe it is mainly to make a living and to accumulate enough cash to pay for surgery. I do wonder how T-girls (I prefer that label to shemales) like Kimber James and Mandy Mitchell are able to maintain the function of their boy bits so well.

Clara

Well Clara I can tell you Im on a fairly aggressive start with HRT and Ive pretty much cut down the PM to 500mg a day but not even every day anymore....

Its definitely much more functional than it was on NBE only

Enough that Im considering going up to 2-3 g's of PM for a while with the pharma stuff in an attempt to tone that down a bit....

Almost seems like I was doing better on NBE... They are still sore but I thought they were growing better on PM

Eve, honey, what are you using as an AA? That is critical to lowering your T and to ridding yourself of male sexual urges. PM somehow acts as an AA from my personal experience by reducing total testosterone. I'm not sure why exactly, but Lotus' postings led me to the understanding that when the body has high estrogen content, the pituitary, which can't distinguish between estrogen and testosterone, secretes less LH enzyme which the testes use to regulate the amount of T produced; less LH means less T produced. Maybe, somehow, PM has more effect on reducing the LH production of the pituitary gland than human estrogen does, IDK.

P.S. Lotus, dear, if you read this, please correct me if I'm off base.

Clara (feeling I should know more than I actually do)