[Missed Miss]

Mostly number 2. Having anyone else know. At the moment, I work at a VERY prejudiced and homophobic place; I just got my best friend back in my life and I don't think she's the kind that'd be happy to know that her best friend is growing tits, so I don't want to risk losing her again; my family are also very prejudiced and homophobic, just not quite as much as those I work with; being slightly famous via the band (I STILL get people on the street telling me how great we were and we broke up 9 years ago!!), although, I'm sure most of the fans would be able to deal with me having tits, especially since they were so supportive of me wearing a skirt and pantyhose on stage all those years, but, maybe if I still HAD the fame and a band, it'd be a LOT easier to go through with it; being as tall as I am, I already stick out in a crowd like a sore thumb and, all I have to do is go out in public in VERY normal clothes and I'll get laughed at, but, thank Buddha I'm not affiliated with any brand of religion, so I don't have to worry about upsetting any of THOSE types. Love thy fellow man as thyself.....unless they do things you don't agree with, then you can kill them if you want in the name of your chosen brand of god.
On one hand, I think: it's MY life, it's MY body, I can bloody well do what I want!! But, at the same time, I'm sitting here watching my life pass me by and not getting ANY younger and hardly growing my tits at all because OTHER people, who VERY obviously do whatever THEY want, will make fun of me!! Why is it just ME that's not allowed to be happy or express MYSELF the way I see fit????