[Samantha Rogers]

At the risk of being an incredible downer here, in contrast to the many here reporting on the "disappearing male" thread, it appears that not only is my masculine persona not disappearing, it appears that my feminine persona might be.

Over the last week or so, it seems my once distinct feminine persona (that I only discovered a few months ago) has evaporated.

It's really got me wondering. Did I just imagine that I had one? Have others experienced this? Is it just some kind of temporary thing that some go through? (I have doubts about that, given how certain at least most are about their feminine side.) Is it perhaps a coping mechanism to deal with the compromises I'm dealing with?

At least most seem so certain here; it makes me wonder if perhaps it's time for me to move on.

Michelle

Michelle,

First off, you have friends here now, regardless of your GID status, so you are always welcome, sweetheart.

But, if I am not mistaken, you have been taking small quantities of PM, correct? If you do have a GID, a small amount of PM may be enough to quiet the small GID and make you feel as though it does not exist. It is common for members to report when starting on PM that all anxiety and desire to dress evaporates, at least for awhile. Of course, in time it may well return and it will return in the form of a pink fog if PM or other E methods are increased.
Perhaps the PM is just quieting yours? Or perhaps you did not really have one. One way to find out would be to discontinue PM and see if it returns, right?

Regardless, I would miss you if you leave us, honey!


Hugs