[spanky (aka Lola)]

Like most, my biggest concern revolved around the reactions of wife, family and friends. So far, only my wife knows all, and the others possible reactions still loom large.

I also have had a fear that my desire for a feminine form might dissipate, and that I might come to regret my irreversible changes. That also continues to some extent, although somewhat less over time, especially as I delight in how I feel inside.