[GoneGirl]

But I think I am quite close to tackling the issue for better or worse. Heather's doctor visit has been a bit of an inspiration. While I believe that our relationship is sufficiently secure it accommodate this adventure , it is still scary to take the plunge. I'm hoping that I'm building sufficient resolution to do it very soon.

Tell me about scary. I'm a perfect example of a scaredy cat. It's a human defense mechanism for avoiding risky or foolish acts. It forces us to think about the consequences of our actions before acting. If that's what's happening, Annie, it's a good thing. Where it becomes a problem is when the fear is irrational or based purely on an emotional response. You do not strike me as an irrational person at all, Annie, so I suspect you will come to the right decision in time.

BTW, there are other hotels near the Crowne Plaza that will allow cancellations right up to the day of the reservation. You can also reserve a room at the Crowne Plaza at their regular rate and get cancellation privileges. It sure would be nice to meet you at SCC this year, Annie.

Clara