[Heather-H]

Heather, I can relate to your experience. I, too, cried when I came out to my wife about my cross gender identity. I had been taking PM for only a week at that moment. Maybe I would have experienced the emotion of the moment and teared up without the influence of PM, IDK. It was describing the years of confused, compulsive, anxiety riddled, sexual behaviors that became too much for me to bear. The flood of emotions overwhelmed me.

I would NEVER go back to the way it once was.

Clara

Thanks for that Clara, I don't feel quite so bad now.
My wife didn't show any emotion, maybe a little too shocked or anaesthetised by my historical revelations. Things have been very strained between us ever since which worries the hell out of me. She did have a certain level of benevolence prior to this and that too has wained.
How was it taken by your wife? I will understand if you would prefer to keep that private or PM me.

Thanks again for your kind and thoughtful support.

Hugs
Heather X