[bustybride]

Okay, this thread is kind of nerve-racking for me to make for some reason, but I can't seem to help but be curious as to if there are any other women out there like me, so I thought I'd throw this out there.. and possibly hide behind the sofa for a bit.

My primary sexual fetish has been that of large breasts since I was around 10, when I was looking through a clothes catalogue and decided to cut out the pictures of women in bras and stick them to a piece of paper.

The downside to this was that I accidentally left the piece of paper in the catalogue, and only remembered it was there when my sister wanted to borrow the catalogue! My blood ran cold! A pretty aggressive of a tug-of-war between my sister (10 years older than myself) and I ensued and I was fraught with absolutely crippling embarrassment that the piece of paper would be found inside.

Despite the fact that I actually managed to successfully wrestle it off her, I think, in some sense, my attraction towards breasts became further intensified after that incident. Looking at them felt like something of a 'forbidden fruit', very naughty. The size of the breasts I fantasized about became bigger and bigger.

Not that I look up the breast sizes of the performers I like, or am fussy about particular sizes, to give you an idea, the kind of range I enjoy is anything from around a UK G cup to a J cup.


I myself am a full 32B. I can fill a C cup, but find that the larger cups can dig into my armpits.

I can't help but feel that part of my desire for large breasts stems from my fetish, and partly from the fact that my boyfriends fetish at least partially involves very large breasts. I feel like I understand the exact kind of arousal a man feels when he sees them. I feel like a man when I get off to them. I feel as though I look at women the same way a straight man would.

Despite my partners constant reassurances to me that he loves my breasts as they are, I feel pathetic that I cannot offer EITHER of us the content of both of our fantasies. I can understand that there is an unhealthy desire in me to attempt to be a 'fantasy girl', but I can't seem to shake it.

I have started to think that perhaps I would even find MYSELF physically arousing if I had the same body that I find so alluring. Perhaps myself having large breasts is a fetish in and of itself? I can't help but feel that I would feel unbearably sexual if I had breasts like the ones I fantasize about. Almost as though they would transform me.

*Phew*... I feel like I've just got a TON out of my system. 0_0 I hope this might be well-received and not seem too weird. :S
And please, if anyone is in anything resembling a similar situation to me, I'd be very happy to hear from you whether it's here or through pm.

Many, many thanks for reading if you got this far!

Yours,

- Brunella.

I have always had big breasts and most of the time lived trying to hide them, after getting married to an amazing guy he has built my confidence and in the wild goose chase of finding a bra my actual size I have come to love looking at breasts and even enjoy my own more! I would say that it's a sexual thing but I do find my self constantly checking out women's breasts now, comparing to mine size and shape. I also turn my self on when trying new bras on and running my hands over them
And the fabric. I came here not to increase my breast size but just change the shape to fuller and rounder. Now after seeing so many on here increasing size which I didn't know one really could I must admit it is becoming more intriguing! This place is an amazing place we can share and I have never talked to anyone else about my breasts and it has helped me become more comfortable with them! Thank you everyone and as for your fetish I think you may be too hard on yourself, hope you can find comfort and advice here! :-)