[bobie]

Samantha im in my early 30's, i was under the impression though (to a degree) that once your bodies oestrogen levels reach a point testosterone is no longer produced? or maybe that was just by the testicles, you may remember me saying elsewhere on here that at the moment i want to keep my male parts ticking over (dont want them to stop working in the longer term, that may of course change) hence the cycles of 3 weeks on pm then a week off to let t levels build up a little for the bits that need it then back on another cycle, if you know of a suitable anti androgen that doesnt stay in the system too long (by that i mean would clear well within a break( im all up for trying it, i have some sp but i think both you and clara suggested i didnt use it in my situation, i know im not making things easy here, if i could be a bio female and the flick of a switch i would but it kinda scares me at the moment the prospect of either going the whole way but not being a real woman (in the sense of having ALL the bits) or being someone who's male bits are there but dont work...