[plutoniannights]

Clarity... what does it mean, for you?

There are things you can take that give visions, and clarity, but the two you mentioned aren't on that list.

Hah! Well, I guess the idea was that I have been wrestling with these questions for a long time, but all this time my body has been under the influence of male hormones. It only seems fair to see how I feel and think about it under the influence of female hormones. So I want that different perspective. Also the fact that if my body starts to change physically, even if those changes are reversible, I guess that makes it all feel more real.

Anyway, should you choose to try pueraria mirifica, just know that you will feel it working well before any growth occurs. But I doubt it will help you figure out where you're going. There are physiological effects, some of which may be good for you, but there's no empirical basis for using that to draw any further conclusions.

By feeling it working before any growth occurs, you mean mental effects or other physiological changes?