Bust quest,
You indicated this:
Goals going forward. Keep growing.
Yes I'm going to continue.
No I don't want to restore my testicles. Sorry for my spelling. You can spank me later.
Male function. Yes I want it back.
Age. 42
No relationship.
No. I don't want anymore children.
I'm confused?, you want male function but don't want to restore your testicles. I'm not here to judge or criticize you, just trying to understand. I've seen members here start on NBE and have moved on to synthetics (not judging them either). I think this might be the eventual path you'd take just because NBE can get you to a certain point, and at that point (the crossroads) which we've discussed in detail here (JulieTG comes to mind) and boom, your over the fence, (then it's Not NBE anymore).
Is this where you see yourself heading indicating your goals?. I didn't see you list any Anti-Androgens, perhaps you might have noticed less aggression, or the need to compete (T drives those behaviors).
You also indicate you enjoy the pain and swelling, who knows, you may also have a high threshold for pain, or maybe a sadist.
You could try the testicle massage, it's free!!
http://www.cidpusa.org/testiclemasage.htm
You indicated this:
Goals going forward. Keep growing.
Yes I'm going to continue.
No I don't want to restore my testicles. Sorry for my spelling. You can spank me later.
Male function. Yes I want it back.
Age. 42
No relationship.
No. I don't want anymore children.
I'm confused?, you want male function but don't want to restore your testicles. I'm not here to judge or criticize you, just trying to understand. I've seen members here start on NBE and have moved on to synthetics (not judging them either). I think this might be the eventual path you'd take just because NBE can get you to a certain point, and at that point (the crossroads) which we've discussed in detail here (JulieTG comes to mind) and boom, your over the fence, (then it's Not NBE anymore).
Is this where you see yourself heading indicating your goals?. I didn't see you list any Anti-Androgens, perhaps you might have noticed less aggression, or the need to compete (T drives those behaviors).
You also indicate you enjoy the pain and swelling, who knows, you may also have a high threshold for pain, or maybe a sadist.
You could try the testicle massage, it's free!!
http://www.cidpusa.org/testiclemasage.htm