10-06-2014, 03:55 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-06-2014, 03:58 PM by Samantha Rogers.)
Wow, that last post reads like I was drunk. Thats what I get for typing on a mobile without glasses...lol
So, last weeks blood work showed T stabile at 2.5 while E had fallen to only 98. The previous month was at 279, which my endo thought too high so I had reduced intake but will increase again now. We have also added 100 mgs daily of Prometrium taken orally. So, now at that plus the new dosage of 4mgs of E daily but 6 mgs a day twice a week. In addition, I cannot stop including PM for sentimental reasons, so 1500 mgs a day of that as well.
On another note, I start to wonder when people I work with are going to notice or say something. Granted I work in a creative office, but still. I caught site of myself in a mirror today, and frankly the change in appearance is radical from two years ago. I weigh much less, and my boobs are clearly visible, and I essentially dress like a girl much of the time, albeit one of slightly androgynous nature. Today I am wearing skin tight grey girls skinny jeans, low cut grey converse sneakers, and a thin red v-necked t-shirt, plus various bracelets. Necklaces and my ears are pierced. To top it off my hair has not been cut in over a year and is getting quite long.
How can they not notice? If I stand up straight with my shoulders back, my chest shape is unmistakable. Surely it is only a matter of time.
More and more I am starting to feel as though I am crossdressed when I am in drab.
I find that oddly comforting. :-)
So, last weeks blood work showed T stabile at 2.5 while E had fallen to only 98. The previous month was at 279, which my endo thought too high so I had reduced intake but will increase again now. We have also added 100 mgs daily of Prometrium taken orally. So, now at that plus the new dosage of 4mgs of E daily but 6 mgs a day twice a week. In addition, I cannot stop including PM for sentimental reasons, so 1500 mgs a day of that as well.
On another note, I start to wonder when people I work with are going to notice or say something. Granted I work in a creative office, but still. I caught site of myself in a mirror today, and frankly the change in appearance is radical from two years ago. I weigh much less, and my boobs are clearly visible, and I essentially dress like a girl much of the time, albeit one of slightly androgynous nature. Today I am wearing skin tight grey girls skinny jeans, low cut grey converse sneakers, and a thin red v-necked t-shirt, plus various bracelets. Necklaces and my ears are pierced. To top it off my hair has not been cut in over a year and is getting quite long.
How can they not notice? If I stand up straight with my shoulders back, my chest shape is unmistakable. Surely it is only a matter of time.
More and more I am starting to feel as though I am crossdressed when I am in drab.
I find that oddly comforting. :-)