[GoneGirl]

Clara,

I seem to remember you saying you enjoyed the aches and were a bit of a pain freak ... please forgive me if that is incorrect.

Yeah, I did say that, and it's not altogether untrue. The thing is, when I'm going about my life and focusing on getting work done or just having fun, the soreness of my breasts gets to be a bit of a problem. Having breasts is less and less a sexual thing for me, David. Looking and feeling more feminine is what I need to align my sense of who I am on the inside to how I appear on the outside. Unfortunately, I will never achieve my goal completely.

Clara