[Pansy-Mae]

.... But I wonder why taking PM makes you constantly aware of your breasts. Does taking estradiol have a similar effect? I suspect not. I wonder if GGs who take PM experience the same constant awareness. I have read that at least some GGs experience a 'fullness' and 'firmness' in their breasts when they do NBE with PM. It must be the miroestrol or another compound in PM that affects breast tissue such that these sensations are produced. Curious.

I used the word 'awareness' because I couldn't think of a better one, but I'm not sure it really conveys what I was trying to get across. Let me try this illustration - when we were kids we used to sometimes get a balloon and put on a tap and turn the water on. If we were careful, we could get it so that once there was sufficient water in the balloon, the tension in the stretched rubber was just equal to the water pressure in the tap and the balloon would just hang there moving slightly with tiny changes in water pressure, but neither growing nor contracting. However once the tap is turned off, the balloon stops moving and then very slowly deflates.

That is what seems to happen for me. With PM, my boobs are in a stable state but I suspect that the fat content constantly alters due to precise hormone levels throughout the day ( and for GG's their cycle of course), so the skin is constantly stretching or contracting minutely, and I am subconciously 'aware' of that. When I stop PM, the fat starts to move out and things start to deflate, so there is no longer any expansion movement at all and the awareness goes.

I'm not sure this has anything directly to do with a difference between PM and synthetics, or even natural GG hormones, I think it is a purely secondary physical sensation.

No proof of course, but a theory!